Bad blogger...Bad sub?

Oh holy busy.
It has not been my intention to not write, not blog...BUT...Oh holy busy.
My new job started hopping and i am just trying to keep up.
I spent today in my pj's, taking in chicken noodle soup and decongestants.
And resting. Just resting.
As for being a bad sub. Well. i don't think i am.
Remember the new guys/Doms i have been talking to?
I met one for lunch.
Nice guy. Will be a nice friend.
The next guy...been texting, emailing. i am getting red flags.
He is too much too soon and not patient.
i get i am a sub, but i have self preservation.
i will not do things at work.
i will not take naked pics for anyone i am not in a relationship yet...that includes a pic of the tattoo on my back shoulder.
He doesn't get it.
He has got to go.
i am going to curl up with a cup of tea and rest.
A long week ending in black Friday.
i will try to be a better blogger for those who come here to read my thoughts.
Wishing you all a beautiful Sunday.

Next day

Work was tiring. But better.
I'm still achy.
Tea, heating pad, i will be all good in the am...or pm, depending when i wake up.
i have nothing exciting to report otherwise.
Too sleepy to play.
i haven't had much communication with Him.
i NEED it. That connection. If we can't see each other i need words, written or spoken.
That is lacking.
That is distressing.
That will change, or i let go.

Bad day

New job. Yeah!
Not so good day. Boo.
Frustrated.
Achy.
Really frustrated.
i calmed down. Realized that i just needed to say (to myself, not out loud) "fuck it" and "not my job"...then do my task, finish then ask what's next.
i have to keep repeating "fuck it" and work.