Frustrated

With the job hunt.
With S.
With everything.

i feel scattered in so many direction.
No focus.
No light at the end of the tunnel.

Wow.
i am a Debbie downer right now.

i hate that.

Easy

Yes, i am.
Only for the right guy.
Sorry, tangent.
Why can't something be easy for a change?
i understand anything worth having is worth working hard for.
i am not afraid of hard work.
Never have been.
But just once i would like to not have it be so difficult.
To climb, claw and bust my ass.
i honestly don't know what to do.