Looking back over my blog...things are a bit confusing.
i am single. Looking for a partner, boyfriend, Dom, Master.
i need that to be in one person. i can not be in a vanilla relationship and have a Dom on the side.
i am honest and loyal. i need to be in love and respected by my Dom, and would never cheat to get that.
Right now...well, it seems as if i am juggling a few men.
i don't believe i am.
i believe i am trying to find the one man who will respect, love, train, and collar me...as well as share the every day.
The men i am talking with:
S: He is divorced, three kids. He doesn't communicate well, but i do enjoy being with him. Unfortunately i don't know what will come from him day after day.
T: i have talked with him the longest. W/we haven't met yet. W/we have had AMAZING cyber and phone sex. He is divorced, one kid (grown up), funny, sweet. It looks like i will finally see him in a week and two days.
O: i met him in person last year. For what ever reason we lost contact. Only recently reconnecting.
He is older, knows who he is and what he wants. That is a great turn on. Has the communication skills S lacks.
It is hard finding a man to share your life with in a vanilla relationship. Throw in kink and it's near impossible.
i am trying to follow my gut and my heart.
And as Dory says in "Finding Nemo" "Just keep swimming, just keep swimming"
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