Sunday, May 5, 2013

So Close, Yet So Far

It's been a hard 2013.

Too many doctors.
Too little fun.

I am recovering from surgery.
Almost 9 weeks now.
Slow and steady recovery
Has me antsy and frustrated.
Epically frustrating since I can't play.

But I shouldn't complain.
The pre surgery pain is gone.
Going to therapy to regain motion.
Hope soon to work on strength.

The rest of my family have see too many hospital visits as well.
It is rough witnessing parents start to decline.
Thankfully my mother is digging in her heels and fighting.

NEW CAST OF CHARACTERS:

JJ
My forever Master?
Likely no.
Could he be? Yes. But he's not ready for something that following his divorce.
My forever best friend. Yes.
We have nearly everything in common.
Spending time with him is fun, relaxing.
We both need that friendship.
Sex?
Yes.
Great sex. Oh yes.

EmailDom (ED)
Have not met yet.
Hope to.
Our emails and online interaction are promising.

S
A lot of baggage.
I love making him laugh.
Lives a good distance away.

D
Would love to be able to meet him.
Lives an even greater distance away.

T
Known the longest.
Mostly yahoo contact.
Have spoken on the phone a few times.
Lives in my town.
He's yummy.
The things he wants to do to me make me shivery.

D
Met for lunch two weeks ago.
He confuses me.
I can't wrap my brain around it yet.
Even now, trying to type it out...I can't.

M
Pops in ever now and then.
I could consider him a serious choice.
But won't until he stops disappearing on me.

I really should whittle down this lineup.

That's where I am.
Recovering.
Moving.
Considering.