Wondering

Things on my mind lately.
Christmas presents...what to get who, will they like it, should it get. such a vicious circle.
Job...is there growth? will it go past seasonal? do i even want it too?
Men, Dom & Him...Still talking with S. Haven't been able to meet in person yet. Work, his kids and life seem to get in the way. Which is fine. This is a busy time of year.
And Him.
i hate that i still think of him. Wonder. Hope he and his family are well. Think back of our time together and want to know why he bailed. Sigh.
i would love to stop wondering and thinking about him.
i believe i will try to think about Christmas, carols, candies, Christ, presents, family, lights and decorations instead.
Hope that works out.