2012

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New Year Everyone!

Post Christmas goings on

Well, last night after weeks of talking and meetings being interrupted by work and life...
S and i finally met face to face.
and lip to lip...but that came later.
We agreed to meet at a Starbucks between where we live.
It was pouring rain. Buckets.
But that didn't put a (pardon the pun) damper on things.
We had a great conversation over coffee.
Followed by a walk when the rain stopped.
Followed by him pulling me close and kissing me.
Mmmm
He is such a good kisser.
His hands wandered down my back...to my ass.
Oh, and did i mention he instructed me to insert a butt plug?
i did.
He was pleased. And proceeded to press into it.
Even further pleased when i informed him i didn't have panties on.
Following that we went for a drive, no where in particular, to see the Christmas lights. i drove.
Followed by parking in a dark spot to talk more.
He asked where my head was.
What i wanted.
i stepped out on the ledge and told him
"You. i want to submit to you."
Thinking back gives me such shivers.
He grabbed my hair and pulled me to him in a kiss so hot.
He pinched my nipples.
(i have very sensitive nipples)
and kissed me silly.
Today has brought some texts.
Being busy with work.
i am not going to get my hopes up.
i like him, a lot.
and would love to see where things go and what grows.

Christmas happiness

What a wonderful Christmas. A fast and merry holiday.
Fun with the family, great presents, tasty food and sweets.
Sigh.
It goes by too fast.
Best presents...tickets to see Miranda Lambert in concert, a framed picture of my favorite kids and a silver bracelet.
Best given present...necklace to Mom, Disney Jim Shore statue to Dad, stuffed animal to my other favorite kid.
It comes and goes so quickly.

Merry Everything!

New friends & old.
Near & far.
Blessings, wishes of Joy, Health & Happiness.
Merry Christmas one & all!

A "no post" post

A relaxing Sunday, spent cleaning, crafting and laying around in pj's.
i have nothing to blog about.
A busy week on the horizon.
A fun Tuesday off planned.
Christmas decorating to be done.
huh. look at that. i had something to blog about after all.
:)

Wondering

Things on my mind lately.
Christmas presents...what to get who, will they like it, should it get. such a vicious circle.
Job...is there growth? will it go past seasonal? do i even want it too?
Men, Dom & Him...Still talking with S. Haven't been able to meet in person yet. Work, his kids and life seem to get in the way. Which is fine. This is a busy time of year.
And Him.
i hate that i still think of him. Wonder. Hope he and his family are well. Think back of our time together and want to know why he bailed. Sigh.
i would love to stop wondering and thinking about him.
i believe i will try to think about Christmas, carols, candies, Christ, presents, family, lights and decorations instead.
Hope that works out.

Good Day

Finally had a day off.
i made the best of it.
Errands, Christmas shopping, making out all my Christmas cards, cleaning...
i accomplished a lot today!
Settling in after checking my emails to make a few presents.
Bracelets and ornaments.
i'm feeling very Christmassy right now, and i love it!!

Candy Cane Bark

Not hard at all!!

2 double boilers. One to melt good dark (or milk) chocolate the other for white chocolate. You can also melt the chocolate in a microwave, but need to keep a good eye on it. Try 15 to 30 seconds at a time, taking it out to mix.

Peel candy canes...you can decide on how many. I usually use two boxes (minus one to snack on) of full size canes, or you can use the minis.
Put in two ziplock baggies (the next step will create holes). SMASH. Great way to take out aggressions and frustrations.
Pour melted dark or milk chocolate on a cookie sheet (you can line with a silpat or parchment, or not). Spread in a layer, thickness is your choice.
Let cool somewhat. Sorry, never paid attention to the time.
Pour white chocolate on top.
I then sprinkle the smashed canes over the white, but you can also put it between the layers.
I find the red and white looks festive.
Easy-peasy!!
I hope it is enjoyed!

Holiday Fun

The first of the Christmas parties was last night.
S decided to make himself known.
Texts. Instructions.
Go to the bathroom.
take off your panties.
pinch your right nipple. Hard. Harder.
Cum.
In my brothers bathroom with family and friends on the other side of the door.
And i did.
i received a "good girl"
That made it worth explaining the blushing cheeks when i got out of the bathroom.

Another treat

Not a cookie for the exchange...but instead of cookies this year I am going to make candies.
Dark chocolate blueberry bark.
Candy cane bark.
Chocolate covered orange peel.
The list is still being compiled.
I am looking forward to being Willy Wonka this Christmas.

Gluten Free Chocolate Crinkle Cookies

These had been my favorite pre-celiac days. This GF version is just as tasty!

Ingredients:

• 1/2 cup vegetable oil
• 4 squares unsweetened chocolate, melted
• 2 cups sugar
• 3 eggs
• 2 tsp vanilla
• 2 cups rice flour mix (mix together 2 cups rice flour, 2/3 cup potato starch 1/3 tapioca starch)
• 1/2 tsp xanthan gum
• 1/4 tsp salt
• 1 tsp baking powder
• confectioner’s sugar

Directions:

1. Mix oil, chocolate, and sugar. Add eggs, one at a time, mixing thoroughly between each. Add vanilla.
2. Sift dry ingredients together. Stir into chocolate mixture. Refrigerate several hours.
3. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Form dough into balls (coat your hands in powered sugar to avoid the dough sticking to your hands) and roll in confectioner’s sugar to coat.
4. Place about 2″ apart on parchment lined baking sheets. Bake about 10-14 minutes.

After being diagnosed as a celiac I hated baking, and didn't want to face holiday baking. but slowly research, trial and errors brought about several goodies that are easy to make and really you can't tell the difference.

This year my plan is to try out King Arthur Gluten-Free Flour and C2C (found at william sonoma and ridiculously expensive, but worth a try) instead of a flour mix.

Happy Baking and Merry Christmas!

I can't wait to try some of the other recipes!
Aisha
Alice
Ally
Another Suburban Mom
Ashly Star
Beau
Beth
Conina
Elysia
greengirl
Hedone
Jack & Jill
His wyld rose
Infidelity Chronicles
Jz
Kirsti
lil
Linda Long
Little Monkey
Lola!
Mijena
mouse
Naughty Kitty
nilla
ponderouspet
ronnie
Rose
Ryan
Sara
selkie (her recipe here, her blog here)
Sephani Page
Serenity
shadesofblue
striving for peace
sin
Tempting Sweets
The Missus
undercovermetamorphosis
Viemoira
Copy and paste worked!!! :)

Home and then some

Road trips are great.
Coming home is nice.
Your own bed is even more comfortable after days in a hotel bed.
The first full day home...sucks.
Unpacking.
Laundry.
Cleaning.
Blah.
Anyway...
I made a tentative date with S...one of the two...
He wanted tonight.
Sadly, pms, mega cramps, not wanting to shower and feeling like shit, stopped me.
So, sometime this week.
He is making me want to do something i don't usually.
Something sexual.
Naked.
Dirty.
On a first date, or first meeting.
With him...i want to.
We'll see.
i have some time, we will talk it over.
He's not pushing.
At least it doesn't feel like he is.
i can make up my mind when i see him.

December

It's that time of year!
The past few years i have been down. Unemployed, just down.
This year, i feel lighter. Employed, happier.
I'm Happy.
Christmas lights make me happy.
Radio stations playing Christmas carols...yup...make me happy!
Leaving before the ass-crack of dawn for my road trip.
Super excited...and... happy!!
Huh. Maybe i should have named the title of this post "Happy".
Nah. Too repetitive.