Sigh

There are times when i wonder if i have a back bone.

i've had surgery there.
X-rays.
So. Medically, i know it's there.

S is back.
Not that he was gone long.

Why?
Don't know.

Am i good with it?
Don't know.

For how long?
Don't know.

We've had a decent talk.
There needs to be more though.

Will there be?
i just don't know.

Sigh.