i have so many things to work through.
The job hunt is on going.
and going
and going.
Sigh.
Is the end in sight?
i sure as hell hope so.
Men.
Dominant Men.
Sigh.
i don't even know where to begin.
Roll call!
M.
We talk every night.
Yet i am frustrated.
He's hiding something.
If i can't get Him to open up...i'm done.
Soon.
D.
Oh. This one makes my head spin.
We haven't attempted a meeting since the last one went to shit.
But we cam and talk almost daily.
i don't have a great deal of patience.
He is wearing it thin.
But for some reason,
i am so very interested.
He makes me hope.
For something.
For everything i have been searching for.
T.
my handsome boy.
We have hot hot hot phone/im sex.
More?
i don't believe so.
But it's fun.
Is there anyone else?
Actually, there is.
i don't know where he fits in yet.
Meaning?
i don't know if he is single.
i don't know if he's honest.
That is a lot not to know.
So much. Too much and
i am so damn tired.