Facets of k

Sunday, May 5, 2013

So Close, Yet So Far

It's been a hard 2013.

Too many doctors.
Too little fun.

I am recovering from surgery.
Almost 9 weeks now.
Slow and steady recovery
Has me antsy and frustrated.
Epically frustrating since I can't play.

But I shouldn't complain.
The pre surgery pain is gone.
Going to therapy to regain motion.
Hope soon to work on strength.

The rest of my family have see too many hospital visits as well.
It is rough witnessing parents start to decline.
Thankfully my mother is digging in her heels and fighting.

NEW CAST OF CHARACTERS:

JJ
My forever Master?
Likely no.
Could he be? Yes. But he's not ready for something that following his divorce.
My forever best friend. Yes.
We have nearly everything in common.
Spending time with him is fun, relaxing.
We both need that friendship.
Sex?
Yes.
Great sex. Oh yes.

EmailDom (ED)
Have not met yet.
Hope to.
Our emails and online interaction are promising.

S
A lot of baggage.
I love making him laugh.
Lives a good distance away.

D
Would love to be able to meet him.
Lives an even greater distance away.

T
Known the longest.
Mostly yahoo contact.
Have spoken on the phone a few times.
Lives in my town.
He's yummy.
The things he wants to do to me make me shivery.

D
Met for lunch two weeks ago.
He confuses me.
I can't wrap my brain around it yet.
Even now, trying to type it out...I can't.

M
Pops in ever now and then.
I could consider him a serious choice.
But won't until he stops disappearing on me.

I really should whittle down this lineup.

That's where I am.
Recovering.
Moving.
Considering.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Vent. Rant. Release.

To blog more, or ever.

That's what I wanted.

Finally my mind is so jam packed that I need to let off the steam.

Most is not of a kinky, D/s subject. Too little of it is actually.

I am on and off cm.

I have a profile up, but haven't visited it. I've actually ignored it.

Why?

J.

He is my best friend. We have some kink.

Not the kind I need. Not a commanding Dom.
But he is what I need in ever other aspect.

Right now, we are having fun. Enjoying each others company.

What comes of it...for either of us, I don't know. And I am fine with that.

For now.

NON D/s segment.
I need to get this out of my brain before it comes out of my mouth.
It is safe here. Doesn't harm the people I want to keep from hearing it...

There is a couple in New england right now who are evil.

I believe in good. Evil. God. Karma.

You both are despicable.

You will get what you have coming to you.

I say from time to time that I don't hate anyone, except terrorists...well, I can amend that.

I hate you both. You're in company with terrorists. Congrats.
I will not dwell on it. It will not consume me. Especially since I have let it go from my thoughts.

Just know that if you both were on fire and I had a glass of water...I would drink it.

Sunday, December 30, 2012

New Years Eve Eve

There hasn't been much going on here.

I've been sick as a dog since Christmas Day.

After meds, rest, tea and other fluids I feel like I've turned the corner.
(Knock on wood, fingers crossed)

If that holds true I will be spending NYE (a holiday I usually detest), with my guy.

Weird to say.

Weird.

If it actually happens.

I don't want to make him sick.

But if the trend stands...feeling better than the day before...well...my year may start out so much better than the past two have.

Happy, Healthy, Blessed New Year to all!

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Merry Christmas

Things have been tough lately.

Doctors appointments, pains, unknowns.

But through it all I am blessed.

Wonderful family, friends...and an anchor. My Master.

So much to say, but going to finish this post (composed on my new iPad), watch a Christmas Story (again) and enjoy the rest of this beautiful holiday with my family.

Merry Christmas, one and all.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Home

i haven't been on a vacation in years.

Long weekends once or twice a year.

A quick getaway from the daily life in Norther NJ.

We are just back from our winter/Christmas trip to Maine.

Their slogan is "Maine. The way life should be".

It's true.

Slower.
Back to nature.
Simple.
Beautiful.

I would love to be back there now.

Make it home, instead a once a year trek.

Uproot everything. Sell. Consolidate. Move.

i can't see it happening, but

Never say never.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Post Cookie Post

What time is it?

ROAD TRIP TIME!

Will mobile check in when can.

Happy Weekend everyone!!

Merry Cookie Exchange!! Gluten Free Snikerdoodles

One of the most horrific things i faced when going gluten free years ago, was the loss of Christmas treats.

Not so any longer!

There are a world of recipes and products out there to stuff a celiacs head and tum with visions of gf sugar plums and puddings!

While not in this recipe, there is a magic product (and expensive. but magic) called C2C.

Available at WilliamSonoma Cup2Cup is a gluten free flour that you don't need to do math or measurements or combos of things never heard of, to bake with. It is magic.

On with the baking....

GLUTEN FREE Snikerdoodles!

Ingredients

1/2 c. (1 stick) butter, softened
3/4 c. sugar
1 large egg
1/2 tsp. vanilla
1 c. white rice flour
1/2 c. potato starch
1/4 tsp. salt
1 tsp. cream of tartar
1/2 tsp. baking soda
1/2 tsp. xanthan
2 Tb. sugar
2 tsp. cinnamon

Instructions

In the bowl of your mixer, cream together the butter and sugar.
Add the egg and vanilla and beat several minutes until light and fluffy.
In another bowl, combine flour, starch, salt, cream of tartar, baking soda, and xanthan gum.
Add dry ingredients to wet. Combine on low speed until combined then beat on medium speed about 30 seconds more.
In a very small bowl, combine the 2 Tb. sugar and the cinnamon.
Roll the dough into balls approximately 1 1/4 inches in diameter. Roll the balls in the cinnamon sugar.
Place them on a greased cookie sheet (Or parchment paper, better yet silicone mat) about 2 – 3 inches apart.
Bake at 350 degrees about 10 minutes.
Move to cookie rack to cool.
Enjoy!!